COVID-19 Quarantine – Week 7

Sunday, April 26th 2020 – Day 40

The Biblical significance of the number 40 is quite fascinating. 40 days of fasting in the desert, 40 days and 40 nights of flooding, 40 days from resurrection to ascension for Jesus. Maybe this is our time to come out of this mess resurrected from our old way of thinking and ascended to the 5D realm. Yoga training is down to two more weeks. Business opportunities are abundant despite the circumstances of the world, for which I’m ever grateful. We’re going to plan a garden this summer to see what we can harvest in the fall. Today life is grand!

Tuesday, April 28th 2020 – Day 42

I feel as if I’m running out of words for these entries. Maybe it’s because I’ve come into some level of acceptance, and even enjoyment, of the slow simple way of life. I know it isn’t simple for everyone, plenty of people are out of work, out of money, driving each other crazy. I can’t imagine living in a high-rise apartment in the city being trapped indoors. I am so grateful that we have a home with a backyard we can relax in. I also finally went out for the first time in over 3 weeks. I got the car washed and went to Sprouts. It wasn’t that bad! I needed to get beyond my fear anyway. It was so nice to be out. I may venture back out to shop for gardening supplies. I want to at least start my seedlings indoors since that may take eight weeks to…grow? Develop? See I don’t even know the right words! I have never had a garden, I’m so excited at the idea of having homegrown organic vegetables. Harvest should be fall time, perfect for fall home cooking.

Wednesday, April 29th 2020 – Day 43

We are almost done with yoga teacher training! I can’t believe it. I had been wanting to do this for four years and here I am. I just set up to teach for yoga classes online for free to friends and such to practice for my final class. Kirk was all motivated to help me set up my website with classes to sell online after I graduate. I will be doing research on causes I’d like to support too, I’d like to give back. I’m feeling equally inspired and all about imposter syndrome at the same time.

Thursday, April 30th 2020 – Day 44

I taught a yoga class tonight – it was so great!! It was more guys than gals. My Aunt Blanche came. Everyone said they loved it. Online teaching is definitely harder because you can’t see the students or really work on adjustments. I also realize I do not like doing the flow with the class as I teach. It’s very difficult, especially in a challenging flow. For the next class I either need a model or I just need to talk and give a visual when needed. I’ll have to try different things. Again I feel myself struggling a little with imposter syndrome. It may do well for me to take the Bulletproof Confidence workshop audios again for 21 days. I think I will make this my meditation. Wake up and do this first thing, before I take Artemis out, just like I did with the Deepak Chopra meditation. This will give me three weeks of meditation to come up with a solution for sitting meditation. I’d like a seated bench like Nicki has. Then I need to finish my altar – hang my mandala, decorate the altar, and set intentions.